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HEY GUYS, PLEASE FOLLOW MY NEW TUMBLR AT http:/coldestwinter.tumblr.com

i will follow you back!! thanks (:

HEY GUYS, PLEASE FOLLOW MY NEW TUMBLR AT http:/coldestwinter.tumblr.com

i will follow you back!! thanks (:

HEY GUYS, PLEASE FOLLOW MY NEW TUMBLR AT http:/coldestwinter.tumblr.com

i will follow you back!! thanks (:

I’m right here and you have no idea. At least.. I don’t think you do. You’re over it. Over four years. Over the love we shared. Or at least.. I think you are. I can’t help but wonder what runs through your mind or if I ever cross those thoughts. I doubt I do. I doubt so much about you now because to let myself believe, even for a second, that you might miss me I become placed in the most vulnerable state of mind. I cannot. I simply cannot fall. Fall into that place where my thoughts and the feeling of being so incredibly raw have the opportunity to consume me. Because what then? I will have only surrendered myself to thee.. Letting you take every last piece of self worth that I have. You having no idea is the only thing worse than feeling any of that. It’s not fair. And now I’m stuck waiting until I don’t have to risk falling. I’m stuck waiting for you.. Waiting for you to tell me that you miss me or think about me. And that may never happen. So maybe I was wrong. Maybe the chance of that never happening is the worst… The worst of all.

YOU CLEARLY DON’T GIVE A MOTHERFUCKING FUCK.

JUST GIVE ME ATTENTION. NOTICE ME. ANYTHING.